nana made a list of ppl close to her so i'm making one too

1 ryo-chan my bff no matter what
2 uepi my cute little model for my clothes
3 jackie lil sis (not really) whos super cute and cuddly
4 kira mommy cause shes probably is the best mommy ever. other than the times she is too lazy to hang out with the rest of us ppls
5 mika 2nd cute little girl
6 steve? one of the guys that i have no problem getting along with.
7 rina tall and big boobed like kira-kaasan
8 riku he buys my instruments for me and hes good at sewing so i use him lots of the times
9 nana? weird like me and we tend to get the same results on quizzes (like the ones on quizilla)
10 flara we're both really big anime fans and yaoi lurvers. me also shows her my fanficcies
11 connie basically the same reason as flara's except i dont show her my fanfics
12 will even tho i dont talk to him much anymore (at all actually) but he's still one of the few ppl i really get along w/ even tho he calls me a little girl and he "kinda" broke up w/ jackie
13 annie bff w/ nana and i talk to her a lot in my classes
14 xinting i luv arguing w/ her (friendly arguing)
15 courtney the one who is more insane than me. shes hilarious and when shes not at school its less loud @ the lunch table
16 aril she has a weird name and i dont think i can still pronounce it even after 5 yrs. shes my #2 when it comes to sewing help cause she is really good at it. also shes super good when it comes to knitting/crocheing so i usually make her help me
17 diana short kid that insists on making me watch twnese dramas. shes really fun to make fun of
18 vionna another wierdo. still a awesome weirdo who has scaaary mood swings
19 chloe my lil cuz who i have infected w/ my otakuness. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!~
20 edwardo i've known him for a really long time so i guess he does deserve to be on my epic list of important ppl. hes not that important tho...i guess its the epic pwrs of fate that make me have so many things in common w/ him
i switched vionna and diana cause diana wanted to be 17 (or something with a 7)

AND THAT CONCLUDES MY LIST OF IMPORTANT PPL!! if ur not on here that means either 1. ur not important or 2. ur on the list somewhere but underneath 20 and i'm too lazy to put u on here. ;D /smiles

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im bored and some people insist on making me tell them what my type (for guys...asking my type of girl isnt popular at all...for some reason) is...well im typing it down here. if u havent seen the list down there if u scroll down u will notice that it says i dont really care... well i dont really like that list and apparently its vague to many of my other friends...cause theyre weird. so listing what i like in dudes:
-NICE HAIR i dont think i have to stress this enough. u must have nice hair. u dont and i will not like u. basically, i'm a very vain person when i comes to OTHER peoples looks (hair mainly).
-personality. obviously its always important. quirky, funny, retarded, etc. anything that'll make me feel like I LIKE U (as anything even a friend) if ur boring i wont talk to u. basically
-smile. u must have a nice smile. if u dont...then i dont like u (as a bf/guy) usually bright, happy smiles r nice. like umm...uepi's when hes actually HAPPY. its ok if u usually dont smile but people who smile are pretty so...yeah...smile
-likes the same things i do. i know im stretching it a bit with anime and all that but this is a big thing. what would we talk about? the weather? are u stupid enough to think that?!
-intelligence. this ones not that big... i can keep up with the level of narutardedness since...well...i'm quite a narutard myself. just not too much of one. that would just be scary. i actually want to have a convo that lasts more than 5 sentences
-likes my friends. i have lots of friends that i lurve very much and if u dont like them well u are demoted to friendly acquaintance. ill be fine if u dont like 2-3 of those i dont really like/talk to much. other than that u can just kiss me and my large group of friend's asses
-can make my parents like u. this one is like 5% out of 100% of stuff u need to have. i dont like my parents i could care less if u liked them either. they just have to acknowledge u somehow. other tahn that u can kill them for all i care.
-can cook. this isnt that big but i want someone to cook with and i'm not too confident in my cooking skills other than the fact that i know i can do it and my friends make me cook for them sometimes. other than that i just want someone to share the blame with incase we blow up something.
-u know ur way around a pc. u make sure ur not a geek/nerd even tho someof them r cute. i'm just really bad with things like repairing pcs.other than that my interwebs skills are good for a novice.
-good style. clothes and that stuff. this isnt that big of a thing so if u r really bad at coordinating clothes then ill just do it for u. the clothes. i do my own anyways.and its mostly mens wear either way.

other than those i dont really care. or i forgot some. yeah and i think its pretty pointless to do this crap too. make a list of ur own on ur blog too~

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this my second time posting somewhere since i posted in my buddyinfo on AIM. yeps now to ppls who look at my blog:

My own little set of quotes/monologues (?):

even the girls try hard because when the person she likes smiles, she will be very happy.
even the guys are trying their best, even thought the field of vision is zero they try their best. even the guys try hard because they wish for their loved ones to smile.

please let things work out for them. please let all of them be happy. gear god, Please. let joy drift down and cover us all equally in the same measure the way the snow is doing.

everybody was probably thinking the same things but if we said it out loud we'd all feel worse. why am i the one who's here? A year ago i had the feeling that that would be the last time all of us were together for christmas. but when i'd pictured this year's christmas, in my mind back then...i was the one who was missing. and so the snow continued to fall softly upon our stray sheep, gently enfolding their various feelings in whiteness... and swallowing the sound of the siren as the ambulance sped through the streets that Christmas night.

its true that i dont know where i'm going,. and no matter how hard i try to ignore that it shows up in my work. but, being lost doesnt make me any less ME. it shows up because its part of who i am. so i need to be honest with myself. let it all out. put all of who i am right now into my work. that all i can do.

i turned off the engine and a moment later...quietly...the car was filled with the sound of rain. the orange colored lights were hazy in the downpour. there was nothing to say so the two of us just watched the lit up bridge in silence. the coffee we bought from a machine smelled cheap in its paper cup but it was hot and when i took a sip the steam distorted my vision. i'd been so desperate. i thrashed and flailed so furiously. and yet all i'd learned was just a couple of things. one that simply thinking of him hurts so much that my heart almost rips apart. and two, that this pain aone is reason enough for not being able to live without him.

wait for me. one day i'll cross that wide river. that endless moonlit expanse. i'll meet you there on the other side, at rainbow's end.

actually, i was lying a little when i said that. there were really three choices. there always are. but its better to believe there were only two. because that leaves the way open to new possibilities. and thats why the third choice is something i'll never, ever mention.

he has changed, little by little. probably for the better. i guess, its just selfish of me to wish he hadnt.

i dont know how to stop things from slipping away. but for know i can stay like this for a little longer. i'll walk through town, with the smell of snow in the air and eat something warm when i get home. and then i'll curl up and go to sleep.

something's wrong with me lately. its like i'm here but i'm not really here. and i've got tons of things i ought to be doing. at least i think i do. i can't even remember what they are. maybe i'm in a daze all the time because of this medicine? the world around me is blurred from the tears and the sneezing. maybe thats why i keep finding myself replaying old memories. or wait...is this one nof those things where people say "and then my whole life flashed before my eyes"...? cherry blossom petals kept fluttering crazily by infront of my eyes so i start to feel like i'm rewinding the same video all the time. over and over.
that night a strong wind blew in like a lion, rampaging around, and in just one evening took all the cherry blossoms in town and carried them off somewhere.

i should totally use these in my essays and stories that i write for NO APPARENT REASON. well at least i should make them good... even tho those r the ones i wont ever show anyone. ever. (cause there that good and sad) yeps. comment. please~

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